Monday, 22 October 2012 | 06:33 | 0 Atasinchi
The last time I updated this blog was when we were still broken up.I know today was my fault. I shouldn't have said what I said. I knew I was wrong but I was so annoyed that you got so angry with me that I just wouldn't give in.
And then that message came.
Do you honestly think that message has any other meaning? To you it might but to other it doesn't. I showed it to Rayne lol. Even he said it was messed up. Dun worry, he isn't siding with me, he said I was wrong to.
I said I'm looking for another guy to accompany me on a trip. What you said was for me to find another boyfriend and you know it.
Even if you were trying to prove a point, don't you think you've gone to far this time? So just cause you are trying to prove a point, that means you have done NOTHING wrong? That's ridiculous, Ron. And you know it.
And honestly, I didn't know it was that embarrassing to be with me. I already try to control myself around you. I thought after Ruby Sparks you will let me be... well, me. But apparently not. You are always trying to control how am I, it's getting suffocating. You were okay for awhile after Ruby Sparks but you went back to the same ways.
Go talk to Rayne, you did say he is the only person you trust.
I love you, but for that sentence, I really really hate you.
This is the 2nd time you made me broke down on the train so bad.
